Its been two years since then. I was shocked and afraid at first. Why did that happen, of all people why me? Yes its my fault but thats so sudden. I’ve only did the mistake at once. I cried and loose hope. My world turns upside down. I can’t face my love ones but thankful i got the courage to tell them everything. They never scolded nor walked away from me. Im happy cause for everything i’ve done they still show their love for me. Through the process of healing physically and emotionally i’ve face so much struggles, there were times i wanted to end my life. Depressed of what might be the future for me! How could i face the world. I even questioned God, and honestly right now i still do. As if He was a blant. I never believe in Him. Most of the time i spend my time alone. Work and home was my routine. Im more comfortable on my own. Though some reaches out for me but i refuse. I dont know but ever since that day i had difficulty dealing with people. I got easily annoyed over things. My work though requires me to interact with a lot of people thankfully i manage to do so but it was tiring!

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Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton